Saturday, September 27, 2014

Week 6: Famous Last Words

(Image information: basically, this is my life right now; image from wikimedia)

I haven't been able to do one of these in a while because life has suddenly gotten so hectic, but I like keeping busy. The more I write for the class, the more I want to continue creative writing. In high school, I wrote a 300+ page ficton (YA fantasy) book for myself to see if I could do it. I didn't even tell my family while I was writing it! They just thought I was always on the computer doing homework or watching videos on youtube. I'm sure if I looked at it now I would laugh at my ability to write, but since it took me several years to finish the book, I can tell that my writing improved as a result. Hopefully that will be the case with this class. I am feeling more comfortable about finding things to write about, so it takes less time to do the projects.

This week I felt okay with my storytelling project. I love first person narrative and telling stories from the person's perspective, but I feel as if I've done a lot of my storytelling assignments that way. I'm excited for the Week 7 project, which I just wrote, which is third person. I took a little more liberty with the dialogue this time to see if I could alter it without changing the story too drastically. I think I'm happy with it, but I'm looking forward to reading any comments that it gets in order to continue improving my writing. All comments-- good and bad-- are welcome!

This week was no exception to how busy things have been lately. I even drank coffee to stay awake, which never happens to me. I could never handle the taste, but I learned there are a few drinks that I can tolerate. I'm not much of a tea or coffee person, but apparently, I might be now!

This week was also the first meeting of the group at OU for women who are pre-med (Pre-Medical  Women's Society). It can be a challenge to plan an event and then hope and pray people show up. We were very pleasantly surprised that a lot of girls came to hear our speakers, who were two amazing medical students at OU med school right now. It was really great to hear that medical school is doable and that you can still somewhat have a social life outside of school. I start medical school next year, so it was so comforting to hear them talk about their experiences. In the future, we hope to bring female doctors to talk about their experiences and what it's like to a woman in medicine.

Week 7: Storytelling Bearer of Good News

(Image: Rama seated with Sita, fanned by Lakshmana, while Hanuman pays his respects, image from wikipedia)

Hanuman grinned to himself as he flew towards Ayodhya to the small village of Nandrigrama. His fur ruffled in the wind and he couldn't help but do a few flips and sharp turns. The people below looked in wonder as they saw a fluffy white object soaring near the clouds at incredible speeds. He giggled at their reactions and flew a bit lower to have fun with them by moving things around and tapping people on the shoulder before zooming up again. Yes, he was on a mission, but above all else, he was a monkey.

He tried practicing what he would say to Bharata, who was ruling Ayodhya in Rama's place. Should he hide and wait for the moment before Bharata would fulfill his promise to kill himself if Rama didn't show up? He could just pop out and save the day! But no, that seemed too cruel; it wouldn't work. Hanuman shook his head. He was a fast thinker. He could make his message up as he went. In the end, he would get his point across that Rama was coming back! He yelled for joy and flew faster.

When he finally arrived at the throne where Bharata and his men were sitting, it looked like a funeral had just happened! They were dressed as men in mourning, sitting around the throne. Hanuman had to fix that.

He dropped to earth like a furry comet and bounced so that the earth shook. The men startled as if they had been jolted awake. The stared at him, speechless. Hanuman stood calmly before them and took on a severe look on his face.

"I am Hanuman, the son of the Wind. Rama sent me here to talk to you. Is everything well in his kingdom?" he asked sternly.

The men bowed, and some wept for joy. Hanuman couldn't stay serious. He grinned, and Bharata stood up and came before Hanuman.

"I am so glad you have come, great monkey! I am Bharata, the brother of Rama. All is as well as it can be without our ruler. No one has dared take his place, and we have kept Rama's sandals on the throne all these years. Oh, Hanuman, we have been waiting so long for his return! Bless you for coming! I will give you cities, cows, and women. All for you, blessed messenger!"

Hanuman laughed. What would a monkey do with cities, cows, and women?

"Thanks for the offer, but no payment necessary! I serve Rama happily," Hanuman said.

His stomach rumbled. The journey hadn't been long and he had eaten before coming, but monkeys were always hungry.

"Actually, a few pieces of fruit and we'll call it good, okay?"

Bharata sent some of the men off to get wine and fruit. The others stood around awkwardly, staring at the monkey messenger who fell from the sky.

"Well, what are you standing around for, dressed in ratty clothes? Rama looks better than you do, and he's been in exile for years! Come on, your king is on his way! He'll be here tomorrow!"

Bharata nodded. "Of course, wise monkey! We will prepare the city for the return of our king! Come, men, throw away these clothes of waiting and put on ceremonial robes! Give your wives the most expensive jewelry! Give your children the best food! Give your servants new clothes! Let all of the provinces know that Rama is coming!"

Hanuman nodded to himself. That was more like it! Now, where was his fruit?

Author's Note: I really enjoy how cheeky Hanuman can be in this version of the Ramayana. I wanted to bring out more of his character through his interaction with Rama's brother, Bharata, when he is telling him that Rama is coming back. I liked how he is devoted to Rama and such a morally good character, but he is always open to having fun while serving his master. There was already humor in the interaction between Hanuman and Bharata, but I added more comedic elements to emphasize the funny bits.

Bibliography:
Buck, William (1976). Ramayana: King Rama's Way.

Friday, September 26, 2014

Week 7: Reading Diary B

Points of interest:
  • "You are my Rama. Whatever you do is right." -Sita... I wonder what her thoughts were when she was banished (p.306)
  • Hanuman playfully tells Bharata that Rama is back (p. 309)
  • Sita's response to Manthara is grace (p. 315)
  • Sita gives Hanuman her pearls (p. 316)
  • If only the book stopped here! (p. 317)
  • Sita tells Rama she is pregnant (p. 319)
  • Rama was pushing his advisers to tell him the bad things people were saying... Perhaps he wanted an excuse to send Sita away? (p. 320)
  • Lakshmana was caught between being Rama's subject and Rama's brother (p. 321)
  • Kaikeyi was 9 years old when she saved the king! (p. 323)
  • Valmiki may have orchestrated things: "First bow to the King as to a father, for he is the father of all living people in this land>" Also, their actual biological dad (p. 334)
  • Rama thought the boys were just like him-- they must have looked just like him! (p. 337)
  • Rama cries (p. 338) when Sita is coming back
  • Sita returning to the earth was a happy occasion (p. 341)
  • "Janaka said, "There's no other person as brave as Rama." Viswamitra answered, "There's Sita." (p. 342)

Week 7: Reading Diary A

Points of interest:
  • When Sugriva attacks Thunder-tooth, he is not killed but instead has his body slammed down so that he has no torso. He escapes via a magical staircase. Will he return or play a significant role elsewhere? Hanuman just said to forget following him (p. 269).
  • Suka is pretty up-front about what the people are saying about Ravana (p. 271)
  • "How can you come to your senses when your senses have been stolen by Love?" -Suka (p. 271)
  • The way Suka was talking when appointed messenger, he seemed to think he was off to his death or maybe that Ravana was. He gives what seems like a final compliment to Ravana (p. 272)
  • Ravana gambled his life for love... and lost. (p. 274, 275) He went mad with love and did terrible things-- all because his twisted mind loved Sita
  • In the midst of the war, there are elements of good on the side of evil. Honor, bravery... it's very interesting that the situation would be a little blurry, although it is obvious that Ravana is the bad guy
  • Rama was still respectful to Ravana after he. dies (p. 284)
  • I like Mandodari's end. It was sweet how her father came to comfort her and take her to a new life (p. 295)
  • How did Sita get her change of clothes? It'd be awesome if her the nice demoness,  Trijata (p. 295)
  • Hanuman loved Sita as much as he loved Rama
  • "Here is Sita. Here is Love" (p. 298)
  • I like this reuinion between Sita and Rama between than the other version-- theyr'e both sweet and in love 
  • Hanuman's monkey nature shines in this version

Saturday, September 20, 2014

Week 6: Storytelling Mandodari

(Image of Mandodari and Hanuman: image from Wikipedia)

 Ravana's obsession with this new woman annoyed me to no end, but I loved him. Because I loved him, I tolerated his fascination like a mother tolerates her child's fascination with a new toy.

Sita is the wife of Rama, but my husband claimed her because he had heard of her beauty. Rama didn't care much for her anyway. Who leaves his wife alone and unprotected like that? Ravana would never do that to me.

Ravana is the great and strong ruler of Lanka, so I was not surprised to find another woman joining his large number of lovers. This one was different, though. Ravana has never become to overwhelmed by any other woman except me, his queen. Sita refused to give herself over to him and be done with his attentions. I suspect she is secretly wanting to take him from me, so she is pretending not to be in love with his many charms. The more she rejects him, the madder Ravana becomes. It takes all of my tricks to get him to even look at me now!

Now, I am walking with him for his daily trip to Sita's grove. His many faces show a variety of emotions, all of them unpleasant. He wants her badly. As he approaches her, I stand back out of respect for my husband, but that doesn't stop me from staring at Sita disgustedly. Several of my attendants had already commented on how strangely similar we are. I think I am more beautiful, although some of the concubines have been whispering that Sita is the most lovely woman they had ever seen. Fools!

As usual, the disrespectful woman spurns Ravana's sweet words and offers. I gently take one of Ravana's arms and lead him away. I can feel his arm trembling with anger, and his eyes are very angry. I tell him to come with me. After all, how could a lowly insect love such a majestic creature such as he? Sita is a mere insect, and she belongs with her insect human lover, Rama. She does not deserve my husband.

As we walk, I tolerate Ravana's rants about Sita. I offer him empty platitudes while burning inside. How dare this woman hurt my husband so! I must find a way to make him love me again and crush Sita!

Author's Note: Although Mandodari is a background character in the Ramayana, she holds much power over Ravana and the story's progression. I thought it would be interesting to explore her animosity towards Sita and perhaps why she was angry. In the story, she speaks quite harshly about Sita but then completely changes her manner to soothe Ravana. She's quite a complicated character, so it was fun to explore her thoughts more.

Bibliography:
Buck, William (1976). Ramayana: King Rama's Way.

Week 6: Reading Diary B

Sita:
  • Sita breaks when she thinks Rama has been killed and "let life slip and fall away through her fingers" (p. 233)
  • Trijata is the woman every heartbroken girl needs to snap her back into reality
  • Sita says Hanuman is powerful because of his love for Rama (p. 258)

Other points of interest:
  • Rama has to be convinced by the animals to go to war 
  • "Fools mistake patience for weakness" Rama (p.224)
  • The squirrels helping to build the bridge is the cutest thing ever! (p. 225)
  • "Are you afraid?" "Well, no, but my stomach hurts." Ravana and Sardula (p. 231)
  • Poor elderly Malyavan...
  • The blow meant for Nala only killed a mosquito about to bite him
  • Everyone things taking Sita was a mistake-- everyone, except Ravana "What I don't like, I don't hear" (p. 245)
  • Ravana cannot take on the form of Rama to trick Sita because he would have to become morally good like Rama (p. 246)
  • sword becomes a woman (p. 253)
  • Rama actually dies (p. 253)
  • War as much physical as it is psychological-- the demons pretend to kill Rama and pretend to kill Sita

Week 6: Reading Diary A

Sita Notes:
  • Even in captivity and starvation, Sita was beautiful
  • She speaks logically with Ravana
  •  Sita is so fiesty and strong to stand up against the guards
  • Trijata completely changes the situation
  • Sita and Hanuman's interactions are very sweet
Points of Interest:
  • Hanuman wasn't really paying attention when they were trying to decide who would go to lanka
  • Hanuman as a cat!
  • Maybe Hanuman thought Mandodari was Sita because Sita could be Mandodari's daughter... makes Ravana's obsession much more disgusting
  • Ravana: "The nicer I am, the worse you treat me!" (p. 199)
  • I like this version of Hanuman-- he seems more monkey-like
  • "Never fear to love well" Hanuman (p. 220)

Saturday, September 13, 2014

URL Shortener Tech Tip

Edmund Blair Leighton is one of my favorite painters, and you can click on this shortened link to see some examples of his work: http://goo.gl/uj0bP3 

Original Link: 
https://www.google.com/search?q=Edmund+Blair+paintings&client=firefox-a&hs=MVN&rls=org.mozilla:en-US:official&channel=sb&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=ZRMVVMH_CYi_8QHWq4EQ&ved=0CAgQ_AUoAQ

Collage Tech Tip

(Image information: Edmund Blair Leighton paintings, collage made with picmonkey.com, Images from left to right and top to bottom: The Accolade, Abelard and his Pupil Heloise, Courtship, Off, Alain Chartier , The Windmiller's Guest, Godspeed, A Stolen Interview, and On The Threshold)

D2L profile Tech Tip

It's my last year of undergrad, and I finally have a D2L profile picture! For this tech tip, I edited my profile on D2L with my e-mail address and profile picture. I chose the photo I use for most social media websites, which is the picture of me at Lake Thunderbird that I used for my introduction (you can see it here).
It was taken on memorable night for my friend's birthday. There was a gorgeous sunset, so a big group of us sat by the lake,took pictures, and talked. I love photography but don't really like pictures of myself. So, this picture is just a silhouette, has a beautiful sunset, and has great memories attached to it!

Typing Game Tech Tip

I've always typed abnormally. I use the middle and pointer fingers of each hand in order to type, but I'm pretty fast at it. I learned how to type in my style before my parents bought me a learn how to type software. I liked my way of doing it, so I stuck with my own strange typing method. I play piano, so my fingers have always been pretty fast.

For this tech tip, I played several typing games, but the Ninja Cat and Chameleon games were my favorites. The Ninja Game was exciting, but I liked the chill Chameleon format, which reminded me of the game on the typing program I used.

OU Email Tech Tip

For this tech tip, I worked on organizing my e-mail account. I usually keep it organized with folders for my writing-intensive classes with a constant large volume of e-mails. Otherwise, I like to use the "flag" function to be able to scroll easily and see messages that I've read but need to pay attention to. The search function is also extremely helpful.

I've also had to unsubscribe from some e-mail lists in order to keep everything organized. I usually go through my e-mail every time I log into a computer and delete the nonessential e-mails as I scroll through. I've tried to get my e-mail onto my phone before, but there's always some kind of error message. If anyone has advice for setting up exchange on an Android phone, please let me know! I would be so grateful.

Google Presence Tech Tip

This week I googled myself for my tech tip! My name is pretty unique, so I was the only person who showed up really. Personally, I like to minimize the public availability of my information, which is why my social media accounts are private and also why I try to use pseudonyms or initials as much as I can, as is the case with this blog.

I've googled myself before in high school because one day we had finished an assignment early and one of the guys mentioned that when he googled his name, he came up with a scientist who had killed himself. It was pretty sad, but all of my classmates began to google each other and laugh over the humorous results.

I was heavily involved in a national student organization in high school, so the majority of pictures and web articles I found was related to my involvement in that. I served as the HOSA president for my state in my senior year of high school. It was a blast.

I'm also a campus tour guide now, so I found my online profile for that. I submitted some changes this year, so hopefully it will get updated soon.

I searched on google and bing, and the results were very similar.

Overall, I was happy with my online presence.

Google Search-by-Image Tech Tip

I used Google search-by-image to look up this photo of a statue of Zenobia.

Image information:

Week 5: Storytelling Goodnight, Little Monkey

(Image information: Hanuman Mistakes the Sun for a Fruit from Wikimedia Commons)

Father Monkey ran around the tree, trying to catch his two children. The little ones were laughing and playing tag. Their little tails twitched with happiness. Even though Mother Monkey had said not to, Father Monkey had given them bits of sugar cane to eat. He regretted his actions now.

"Children! Go to bed this instant!" he screeched.

"No, papa, no!" one little monkey cried, squealing as Father Monkey almost caught her.

"We want to play some more!" cried the other little monkey, clapping his feet together as he hung from a branch.

Suddenly, Mother Monkey climbed up the tree, back from visiting her friends. She saw the exasperated Father Monkey, and she clicked her tongue at her two wild children.

"What is this?" she exclaimed. "Father Monkey?"

Father Monkey looked at his toes, embarrassed.

Monkey Monkey huffed. "Father Monkey, you got yourself into this mess, now get yourself out!"

She crossed her long arms and tapped her foot until Father Monkey had an idea of what to do.

Father Monkey's eyes lit up. "Daughter, son, what if I tell you a story? Will you go to bed then?"

Both of the little monkeys paused, considering his proposal. They glanced at each other then nodded, letting go of the branches they were swinging from.

He made sure they were nestled against the tree before he begun.

"Tonight, I will tell you the story of Hanuman when he was younger than you. In fact, he was a baby!"

"Sister Monkey is a baby!" cried one little monkey.

The other little monkey wailed and pushed her brother.

"Now, hush, children. This is a good story!" Mother Monkey said, coming next to Father Monkey and holding his hand.

Father Monkey cleared his throat and began...

~*~
 “Once upon a time a baby monkey was born. He was a tiny little monkey with a furry white coat, clear yellow eyes, and a pink face.”

“Just like me!” cried one little monkey, tugging on her fur.

 “Yes, little one. Little Hanuman, the baby monkey, was left all alone. At first he was happy to be free, but he realized there is not much a baby monkey can do by itself. Baby monkeys also can’t find food for themselves.”

“No one to give him sugar cane?” asked one little monkey, giggling.

“Yes, dear, no one to give sugar cane,” said Mother Monkey, quirking her lips at Father Monkey. “Now, little ones, listen to the story! Don’t interrupt your father.”

Father Monkey furrowed his forehead. “Now, where was I… Oh! Baby Hanuman was bored and hungry. His little tummy cried and cried! So he decided to count his toes. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, and ten. They were all there! He waited and waited. The sun went to sleep and didn’t come back for a long time. Hanuman sat in the dark, waiting. He saw the sky come alive again. It became a dark grey color, then blue, then purple, then pink, and then the sun appeared!

Hanuman was a smart little monkey. Although he had not yet seen food, he had an idea of what a fruit was. He also knew that the rising sun was a most beautiful fruit. His little mouth watered. He had to eat it! He jumped and flew to the sun, stretching out his arms to grab it. But it is not safe for monkeys to be on the sun! His father, the wind, blew cold hair on Hanuman so he would not be burned by the hot sun. Hanuman smiled at the sun, and the sun smiled back. Could fruits smile? Hanuman didn’t know, but he did know that he was hungry!

 He was not the only one who wanted to eat the sun. It was the time for Rahu to eat the sun, but he could not with a little monkey also eating the sun! Rahu told Indra, and they both went to see the little monkey. Hanuman did not know what they were. Perhaps they were fruit! Rahu’s head was rather round, so Hanuman took a bite. Perhaps Indra’s white elephant was a fruit bigger than the rest! Hanuman took a bite. He was a very hungry little monkey.

Indra and Rahu did not like the biting monkey, so they threw him back down to the earth. When he fell, little Hanuman broke his jaw! His father, the wind, found him and fixed his jaw. He wanted to make sure Hanuman was safe, so he stayed with him. The world was without wind! Brahma came to speak to the wind. Brahma promised that Hanuman would live forever! The wind agreed to go back into the world, so Hanuman was given sleep and mangoes for his hungry little monkey tummy.

As the wind left, he whispered, ‘Goodnight, my little monkey.’”

The two little monkeys were fast asleep. Father Monkey puffed up his chest and smiled at Mother Monkey.

“Well done,” Mother chuckled softly. “Next time, dear, no sugar.”

Father Monkey nodded. Both turned to watch their children sleep.

“Goodnight, my little monkeys,” whispered Father Monkey.

Author's Note: I loved getting to know more about Hanuman's origin! This story seemed perfect for a bedtime story, and I wanted the setting to be bedtime for a monkey family. I stayed pretty close to the book and only added details for embellishment.

Bibliography:
 Buck, William (1976). Ramayana: King Rama's Way.

Week 5: Reading Diary Part B

Sita Notes:
  •  In this version, Rama goes after the deer after Sita asks him to catch it once. She doesn't persuade him, but Rama does it out of love for her and perhaps some kind of desire of his own, since he disregards Lakshmana's advice.
  • Sita's response to thinking Rama is in trouble was very much the same between the two versions... she's uncharacteristically hysteric and whiny (p.137)
  • Sita laughs at the incompatibility of her with Ravana. It's like "garuda mating with a goose", "a firefly courting the sun", and "a gnat trying to suck up a bowl of butter" (p. 138) Fiesty Sita!
  • Sita's response to Jatayu's death was included: she held his head and cried for him(p. 141)
  • Fiesty Sita returns! She curses Ravana and calls her prison a "kennel".

Things of Interest:
  • Maricha seems like a somewhat fearful character. He gives Ravana good advice but not only ignores it himself but goes along with Ravana's plan and prepares to die! (p. 135)
  • Basically Ravana: " Ravana looks at Sita and he thought--Mine." (p. 143)
  • Indra is so funny! "Indra asked, 'Why me?' Brahma looked at him. Indra said, "I'll do it, sir." So funny!  (p. 144)
  • Ravana was cursed, and that's why he didn't try to force Sita. (p. 146)
  • Indra: "I think women are more cruel than demons. Very often they are, when they may be so." 
  • Jatayu is so noble, and Indra speaks very very highly of him (p. 147)
  • Rama "in every race of creatures lives the brave!" (p. 148)
  • monkeys started because of a tear (p.150)
  • Gender change because of diving into a river... but giving birth cures it (p. 151)
  • Awww baby Hanuman (p. 152)
  • Hanuman can't be killed (p. 153)
  • "No women advises any man she does not love." (p. 159)
  • There's so much suicide in the novels... Ex: Tara (p. 161)
  • Swayamprahba is such a mysterious, alluring character! (p. 176)

Week 5: Reading Diary A

Sita Notes:
  • Sita didn't want Rama to go to war because the demons had not done anything to them... (Yet) (p. 118) 
  • She knew war would change him
  •  Sita is kidnapped before the big kidnapping by a rakshaka! (p.126-7) but it's really a trapped musician in a demon's body who wanted to die

Things of Interest:
  • Rama's forest bow wasn't good because the ma who made had been having an affair with someone's wife and was nervous and Agastya knew! (p. 115)
  • Foreshadowing: Agastya says the deer are harmless
  • "Demons do not love men, therefore men must love each other." (p. 117)
  • "Dharma leads to happiness, but happiness cannot lead to dharma." (p.118)
  • Indra is such an interesting character- he seems petulant at times
  • Surpanakha was super ugly (p. 127)
  • Worst pickup lines! "My dear, why keep that skinny girl?" and "I am Surpanakha! I have chosen you for my husband!" (p. 128)
  • "a co-wife is misery" Rama's opinion on polygamy

Saturday, September 6, 2014

Week 4: Storytelling Kaikeyi's Defense

(Image Information: Kaikeyi and Dasaratha, image from wikimedia commons)



I’ve always loved my husband; everyone knows that. I even saved his life once; I bravely rescued him and drove his own chariot to safety! I preserved his life in the heat of battle while risking my own life. Let no one forget that. He was the one who chose to grant me two requests. I gave him a beautiful son who adored him, my son, the rightful king.

What could I do when I heard that Rama would be king? At first, I was naively happy. I gave all of my servant girls presents to celebrate. I thought of Rama as my son. Although everyone had ever been nice to me, that doesn’t mean it could change! What if sweet Rama became drunk with power? What if his mother was elevated above myself and dear Sumitra? What if I were cast aside and my son would see his mother destitute? I couldn’t let such terrible things happen! 

My maid Manthara convinced me to use my two boons. Sure, she had always wanted to raise her status in court, but I believe she truly wanted the best for me. Rama had once teased her with a child’s arrow when he was young, and Manthara, having such an excellent memory, never forgot. She has always remained loyal to me. How could I not trust her? I didn’t think she would lead me to be one of the most hated people in the entire kingdom. 

How can I be blamed for wanting the best for my son?

Please know, I did love my husband.

I was in such anguish! I went to the appropriate room to vent. I mourned. I raged. I succumbed to defeat. I wanted to die. When Dasaratha finally came, I almost gave up my mission because of his tenderness. How could I ask such a thing from him? But I resolved to save myself and my son, and I asked him.

I will never forget the look on my husband’s face. In that moment, I knew I had lost his love and would never regain it. What had I done? But no, I could not turn back. Rama left, and everyone blamed me, even my dear son. 

I did love Rama, and I do not know why I was possessed by the idea. I am told it was fate, and I was simply carrying out what had to be done. But at what cost? I have lost the love of so many. My husband hated me, even in death.

I loved him. I really did. 

Author's Note: 
Kaikeyi made a huge mistake, but in this version of the Ramayana, she seems to be a puppet of fate and couldn't help her actions. She seemed very immature in the story, which I think was her downfall. Her most trusted adviser led her astray and ruined many parts of her life. I took on Kaikeyi's perspective, even though I disliked her character, and I think I understand her a little more because of it. She was very naive and a bit childishly selfish, and I hope that is appropriately portrayed here.

Bibliography:
Buck, William (1976). Ramayana: King Rama's Way.

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Week 4: Reading Diary Part B

Sita Notes:
  • Sita is ever-positive and loyal to Rama (pgs. 59-60)
  • Sita is incredibly generous, giving her possessions and even her palace to the poor.  (p. 61)
  • The story does not recount Sita ever arguing or feeling angry about Rama's banishment. She is so supportive of him, and she wants to go with him, even if it means leaving everything behind and living in the forest
  • She wants the best for Rama, as evident in her prayer (p.80)
  • Sita is shown kindness just as she showed kindness to others (p. 109)


Things I Found Interesting:
  • Advisers are really important in this story, and Dasaratha had good ones
  • I don't like Manthara any better in this version-- she's so evil! 
  •  Rama's banishment was fate (p.77)
  • Dasaratha's encounter with the blind boy's parents was a little different in this story- he was good to the parents, but karma would come back for the life he had taken and his son would be taken from him
  • Kaikeyi's actions are somewhat dismissed (p. 102)

Week 4: Reading Diary A

Sita Notes:
  • Sita has sons!.. and was banished. But Rama still loves her! (p. 4-7)
  • Sita is golden and Rama is green- I wonder if the colors mean something significant?
  • I liked the description of Sita and Rama falling in love in the Narayan version of the Ramayana. The drama was lost here when the minister just told the king she had seen him and was already in love.
  • I do like that Sita was given a say in whether she married Rama or not. 
  • Sita: The Star of Beauty born from Earth (p.45)
  • Sita physical description: page 45
  • The concept of birth-fire was really interesting to read about and how Sita's and Rama's was put together when they were married (p. 46). The ceremony overall was quite beautiful

Things I Found Interesting
  • It was really interesting to read this version after reading R.K. Narayan's summarized version-- so much more vivid detail!
  • So much god drama! It would be interesting to explore the different levels of authority. I thought the different interactions were really interesting, albeit somewhat confusing
  • Physical description of Rama (p. 13). He was green?
  • The specific ages of time seem to be important (first age, second age, and third age)
  • Ravana was not popular with man nor god (p. 16)
  • "When the master carpenter no longer goes out into the forests to choose his own tree, when he no longer cuts it down himself and saws his own boards then say farewell to the arts!" (p. 19)
  • The cause of Vibhishana's going against his brotyer is his request of Brahma to know dharma (p. 23)
  •  Ahalha knew Indra wasn't her husband!!!! That puts the story in a whole new light.
  • Rama is such a genuinely good person (p. 47-48)

Week 3: Famous Last Words

This week flew by so fast that I barely remember what happened! One of my highlights was going to the first football home game of the season. It was my last first game! I was so sad, but it was so much fun.

(Image information: Personal photo of OU vs. Louisiana Tech from August 2014)


More family was visiting again this weekend, so I went back home after the game for the long weekend because my class was cancelled on Tuesday. It was so funny having family over for two weeks in a row; most of my family lives in India, so that never happens! We had a great time, though, and my youngest sister who is in elementary school was so excited to have relatives her age to play with. There's only so much pretending with her that I can do :).

The student ministry I'm involved in had one of our first official events this week, and it was our first time to try a new format. It took a lot of work and prayer, but I'm so grateful it went well. I also attended different meetings for different organizations for fun, and it was really good. Lastly, some friends in medical school in Tulsa and OKC came to visit, and it was so encouraging to hear from them and tell me about their experiences and advice for me and other seniors. 

Because this weekend was so packed, I barely had time to do what I'm hoping to do for this class, which is to finish the majority of the assignments over the weekend. So far it's going pretty well! I have other classes with a lot of reading, so trying to keep everything straight in my mind has been interesting. I enjoyed this week's storytelling project, and I think it's going to be my favorite part of the class.

Monday, September 1, 2014

Week 3: Storytelling Sita's Diary

(Image of Ravana and Sita from Wikimedia Commons)
Entry 1:
I'm going mad in this place without my love, my Rama! Is my husband still alive? Does he even know I've been kidnapped?
How could I be so foolish?
What if my actions caused serious harm to Rama and Lakshamana? Thinking back, I don't even recognize myself and the way I acted towards Lakshmana. I don't think a more devoted brother exists.
I can only hope Rama finds the jewelry I left for him to find me.
I am tormented by my kidnapper, Ravana, the king of Lanka. The evil demon tricked me, taking advantage of my desire to treat all people well. He killed Jatayu! How could such a majestic creature be taken by a despicable asura?
Ravana comes every day to see me, trying to win me with sickly sweet words.
It means nothing to me. I will remain true to Rama.
The only comfort I have here is one woman, Trijata, who gave me this piece of parchment and writing materials. She told me she was sure Rama would win and Ravana would be defeated. I cling to her support.

Entry 2:
I am so weary, but I stay strong because of the whispers that my love is still alive and searching for me. I am imprisoned in Ravana's garden, and he still comes daily. I don't know why; I will never yield to his empty words. I am constantly surrounded by asura women; they hate me. They tell me my husband is dead and that my life will be terrible unless I love Ravana. They are loyal to Mandodari, who has not visited me. Perhaps I can be happy for that. It is better to be seen as a meaningless nuisance than to be seen as a rival for one's husband.
Ravana scares me like none other. I know that he hates that he loves me, and he hates that I do not love him. No one compares to Rama! I will stay strong for the legacy of my husband, whether he is alive or dead.
Oh! Ravana is coming! I must hide my writings.

Entry 3:
I cannot bear it any longer! I would rather die than be without Rama! Ravana knows I cannot be won over by his repulsive "charms." He has become harsher, trying to prove to me that Rama is dead. As if that would free my heart and soul from Rama! I feel as if I am eternally bound to him. The women who guard me wave their weapons in my face and tell me they will tear me apart limb by limb. I know they cannot; Ravana will kill them. I tell them to do their worst, and the cowards back away. It's pointless, though. They are becoming more fearless, and I think my only way to freedom is to die. I have fashioned a way to hang myself. Perhaps I will be reunited with Rama in the next life.
Wait, I just heard something strange...

Entry 4:
Rama is coming for me! At first, I was surprised to find a strange man-monkey speaking to me with words I could hardly dare to believe. I almost wept for joy when I saw my husband's ring! I gave a small bit of my jewelry I had hidden to Hanuman to give to Rama. Oh, I can barely write because I am so overjoyed. I am going to be saved!

Entry 5:
Rama is not dead. Ravana is the worst of demons! I can hear the sounds of battle, and I know my husband's army would not give up if he were dead. But, I saw his head so realistically removed from his body. I almost fainted, but I would not show weakness in front of Ravana. I hid my hands behind my sari so he wouldn't see how they trembled. My love, come to me soon! In the meantime, I will remain yours, and yours alone.

Entry 6:
I saw him! At first, I thought he was dead. He looked just like the head I had been shown by Ravana, except his body was still attached. Ravana wanted me to think Rama had died in battle, but Trijata was there. She told me he had merely fainted. When I am reunited with Rama, she will be richly rewarded. In this place, she is the only one who is kind and decent.

Entry 7:
My trials in Lanka are over, but my reunion with my husband was far from what I had dreamed of for so long. I ran to him. Yet I saw no affection in his eyes. I saw a cold king, not a passionate husband.
My heart still belongs to him, but when he started speaking of duty and obligation, I lost it.
I don't want to be an obligation. I don't want to be some trouble in his life. I wanted Rama to be happy and to be the king I knew he was meant to be. I threw myself into the fire to show my loyalty, and I passed the test.
It turns out it was a test, and now everyone knows I have always been loyal to Rama.
I'm still not happy about it, but I do admire the intelligence of my husband and how he wanted to stop any gossip about my purity.
At last, we can be together. Now, I am queen, and Rama is my king.

Author's Note: Sita is one of the most captivating characters in the Ramayana, and I wanted to capture a little bit of what she might have felt being held prisoner by Ravana. Throughout her whole kidnapping, she never wavers in her devotion to Rama. Even when he does rescue her and act so harshly, she decides to die to show him how much he loves her! I added more of Trijata into the story because she was one of the few people who could have given Sita a journal.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1972) The Ramayana.

Week 3: Reading Diary B

Sita Notes:
  • Although her female wardens threatened her, Sita did not yield to fear (p. 132)
  • She remained loyal to Rama and rejected Ravana (p.132)
  • For Sita, it's Rama or suicide (p.133)
  • Sita stays true to her decision that she'd rather die than be separated from Rama, but she tries to die because Rama is cold and distant. This showed everyone how loyal she was to Rama and dispelled any gossip about her purity

Interesting Things I Noticed
  • Hanuman took the noble path and warned Ravana of Rama's coming wrath. (p.133)
  • Rama and Ravana are opposites when it comes to how they deal with issues-- Ravana is pumped up by his numerous advisers and doesn't listen to the one correct man. Rama rejects the incorrect (but well-meaning) majority and agrees with the lone wise adviser.
  • The battle was large and epic, but Rama still kept his moral standard 
  • The story ends on a positive note, omitting the story of Sita's twins and exile. It's very interesting that an ancient epic so linked to tradition and religion would have several different endings.

Week 3: Reading Diary A

Notes about Sita:
  • Sita is always described positively up to the point when she believes Rama is in danger. When she thinks something terrible has happened to Rama, she nags Lakshama and event insults his relationship to Rama in order to manipulate him. This sounds like how Kooni manipulate Kaiyeki. However, Sita is like this because she believes her husband to be in danger, and she truly is scared. 
  • Sita's innocence and naivety is very clear when Ravana shows up!
  • Sita believes Rama will save her and defeat Ravana and all of the asuras
  • Sita threw away her jewelry for Rama to find it (p.104)

Interesting Things I Noticed:
  • Lakshama is quickly becoming one of my favorite characters- he is strong, wise, and brave. I liked the way he dealt with Sita's panic, even though he eventually gave in to her desire for him to go after Rama. He wants the best for Sita and Rama, but when Sita threatens to kill herself, he leaves her to dharma and does as she wishes. (p. 91).
  • Ravana Logic: "I would have crushed and eaten you, except for the fact you are a woman and I want you and will die if I don't have you" (p. 93). 
  • Why was Ravana cursed to not touch a woman? It was cunning of him to get around it by taking the ground along with Sita.
  • Poor Jatayu. Yet another example of a character so devoted to Rama and Sita! 
  • The story of Vali and Sugreeva could have been Rama's story with his brother, had Rama not been so humble and good. (p.99-101)
  • Tara knew better than Vali, but he refused to listen" "Oh, foolish creature, you are betraying a woman's intelligence and a gossiping tongue" (p.105). In the end, Vali was foolish and Tara prudent. 
  • Rama defined humanity as a knowledge between right and wrong (p.111)
  • KARMA: Kooni was so antagonistic because Rama was cruel to her when he was young. He has since learned his lessoni.
  • Tara saving her husband by speaking to Lakshmana reminded me of the biblical story of David and Abigail. Abigail spoke on her husband's behalf to prevent David from attacking her husband.
  • Rama describes Sita's feet to Hanuman in order for him to recognize her