Friday, October 24, 2014

Week 10: Famous Last Words




(Image information: Screenshot of my storybook project "Janaki's Journal", from my storybook website)
I can't believe that this is my last blog post! I really liked how I could self-pace the class with a lot of extra credit in order to finish early. I really need to focus on my research project, so this is a huge blessing. I have enjoyed this class so much... So much so, that I'm taking Mythology and Folklore next semester. I am excited to be able to read diverse stories and further improve my writing and thinking skills. This class has been a lot of work, but overall, I am extremely glad I decided to do it. It's truly been fun.

This week I focused on my storybook. Right now, I’m in the process of ending my storybook project with the sons of Rama and Sita going through Sita’s journals and giving their responses. This last entry is the hardest yet, because there’s elements I want to tie together but need to figure out how to do so. One thing I’m happy about though, was that I decided to give the twins distinct personalities. Lava is the cool teenager who tries to be tough but has a heart of gold. Kusa is the cool, levelheaded twin who fiercely loves his family and is willing to give his father a chance. It’s been fun.

The rest of the semester includes many exams and papers, so I will have to stay disciplined because now, I won’t have an excuse to write for school. Writing is a great outlet for emotions and also to work through readings and concepts, so it will be different to not have my “fun class” to go to. Hopefully I’ll end my other classes well and be able to get ready to finish off my college career! Thanks to all of my classmates who have read and commented on my stories—I’ve really appreciated your input and suggestions to make my writing better. Thanks also to Laura! This class was so great—I not only learned but I had fun doing it. I could absolutely tell how much work you must have done in order to make the class smooth, easy to understand, educational, and enjoyable.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Week 10: Storytelling The Brothers Decide Their Disguises

(Image Information: Draupadi and the Pandavas, image from wikipedia)
The brothers smiled at each other with excitement, and they began to plan who they would be for the final year until they would be done with their exile. For the first time in their lives, they didn't have to be the Pandavas, the legendary sons of Pandu. They could do whatever they wanted to do and be whoever they wanted to be in Matsya!

Yudhistira decided quickly. "Guys, I know exactly what to do. I'll just amuse the king of Matsya by helping him play dice!"

"No!" yelled the other four brothers in unison. "Dice is what got us into this mess."

Yudhistira's mustache twitched. His eyes glowed with the madness it always did when he thought of the gambling tables.

"Don't worry, brothers. I won't play for stakes-- just for honor and epicness."

His face became dreamy as he imagined the feel of the dice in his hand and the thrill of rolling perfect numbers. 

The brothers all nodded slowly, and Draupadi, their wife, looked especially relieved.

Yudhistira turned to their burly brother Bhima. "What about you, Bhimmy?"

Bhima narrowed his eyes at Yudhistira. "Don't call me that. I think I will be a chef and amuse the taste buds of the king and the people of the court. They will not have tasted good food until they have had my dishes."

Draupadi giggled. "That's so precious, my love."

Bhima shrugged. "I'll also wrestle elephants and bulls that need taming and win wrestling championships. You know, the usual. What do you want to do, Arjuna?"

Arjuna ran his fingers through his hair, clearly showing the scars on his arms from years of excellent bowmanship.

"Well, first things first, I need to cover up my scars."

Draupadi smiled. "Bangles, dear! That will work splendidly."

Arjuna nodded. "Good idea. I'll just pretend to be a eunuch and take care of the ladies."

Draupadi blinked. "Well, I didn't think of taking it that far, but okay, as long as none of them turn your head."

Arjuna smiled at her. "Never, dearest."

They stared dreamily at each other while awkward silence reigned.

"Welllll I'm going to be a stableman," Nakula said. "There is nothing I would like more than to tame the gentle beasts. Horses are majestic, and I will do great things for the kingdom's steeds. What will you be, Sahadeva?"

Shadeva furrowed his brow thoughtfully. He was the quiet brother in the group, so the others made sure to quiet down so that he could speak. "I will be a cowherd. They are peaceful animals, and I know all of the tricks to help them stay calm and produce the most milk. I could spend my whole life with them."

"We're only staying a year, right?" asked Draupadi, worriedly.

"Only a year," Yudhistira assured her. "You, my dear, are so delicate. What will you be able to do if not be the princess in the midst of her kingdom?"

Draupadi smiled. "I hardly look the part of princess now, after wandering these twelve years. I will be a maid and help the queen look her best."

The group was happier than they had ever been in their years of exile. They were going to do what they loved, even for a little while.

Author's Note:
I absolutely loved this story and reading about how following their passions lead to the utter happiness of the Pandavas. That speaks a lot to how students should pursue a career-- by doing something that is meaningful to them that they want to their best in. Even if it seems a little silly, such as spending time with cows when you're really a prince, for example. It was a fun glimpse into the different personalities of the brothers and Draupadi, and I really enjoyed delving into their different personalities. I added more of Draupadi to the story since she's my favorite character in the Mahabharata.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1978). The Mahabharata.

Week 9: Famous Last Words


(Image Information The movie that our dance song came from :), pic from wikipedia)

This week was so great! I was worried about balancing things because I had a Microbiology test and was also preparing for a dance performance the student ministry I'm involved in was doing. They both turned out well, I think!

The first half of my week was all studying to catch up from the long weekend. I mostly stayed at home and hung out with my family. We're all really close, so it's always nice to be home.

The dance was so fun! I've never really danced before. I'm probably the least Indian Indian girl there is-- I don't own any Indian clothes, have never seen a Bollywood movie, ect. I think my training in Tae Kwon Do might have helped me, though. The sequential movements wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, and I think that's the reason why I didn't fall on my face and fail :)

I also worked more than usual this week. What I do is give tours to National Merit Semifinalists who visit campus. It's pretty much (in my opinion :)) one of the best jobs on campus. I love meeting new people and telling them about why I love my school! As part of my job, I do paperwork things, call students, give personalized tours, ect. It doesn't feel like a job, which is nice. I really love the people I work with.

Hopefully, I'm on track to finish this class early, not because I want to! I have a big honors research paper due at the end of the semester, and it would be great to focus on that more. I love the storytelling assignments, and I think my favorite ones are when I write in first person. It is really fun to explore motives and inner thoughts. I'm hoping to do that with my storybook as well. Next week I'll be bringing in Rama to give his perspective on the whole banishing Sita fiasco, so that will be interesting. I'm just hoping I do it justice!

Week 10: Reading Diary B

Points of Interest
  • Enemies yet family, want peace yet conflict only resolved by war
  • Krishna is a strong character that moves the story yet doesn't really take the lead-- he has some parts by himself, but he's representing the Pandavas
  • spurned advice is a theme with Indian epics... Duryodhana rejected Gandhari's advice... his own queen! (p. 140)
  • Duty is important, and krishna emphasizes that with Arjuna-- it's strange to read about Krishna's ability to detatch when it comes to the greater good and be a god while being a human. If that happened to me, I'd also dry my tears quickly and get to work.
  • "These men who stand before you are already slain through their own karma" (p. 148)
  • They took a break at the end of the day and relaxed "with song and dance" (p. 149)
  • Krishna calls out Karna! "Honour! How late you are in remembering this word!" (p. 163)
  • Bhima-- the guy who gets things done (p. 165)
  • War aftermath is never all glory, as evidenced after the war won by the Pandavas

Week 10: Reading Diary A

Points of Interest:
  • Duryodhana learned that pride comes before a fall. There's so much humor and irony in this epic!!!
  • Yudhistra took the high road in sending his brothers to save their enemies (p. 87)
  • "Who is that friend you could count as God given? "A wife." (p. 91) awwwwwwww!
  • Brotherly freakout about dice (p. 93) Yudhistira is a gambling addict, no doubt
  • I really like Bhima's character-- he is a super manly man who loves to cook.
  • Kichaka-- death by hug (p. 97)
  • The Pandavas are always portrayed as the ultimate heroes-- they have so many great qualities
  • Civil deciding of who gets custody of Krishna and his army (p 118)

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Week 9: Storytelling Draupadi's Swayamwara

(Image information: Draupadi's Swayamwara, image from Wikipedia)
It's time for my swayamwara, according to my father and the rest of the world. Haven't I had enough of unworthy men breathing down my neck already? Now, thousands of men will be in one place at one time, ready to snap me up. I'm glad I have a say; I'm not some simpering princess waiting like a deer to be hunted. I will choose, and I will choose well.

I do respect my father, though. He is king for a reason, even though he's made mistakes along the way. Our kingdom is half of what it used to be, but he told me and my brother that as long as he has us, that's all he needs. He's a great father, and that's all that matters.

Now, I wrap my finest silk sari around myself. I know I look beautiful, whith golden adornments and my makeup just so. Now, I need to find a man who will look past all of that to the intelligent person I am on the inside. My garland is also ready. I will place this necklace of flowers around the winner's neck.

I will meet my future husband today.

I shiver. Who knows what today holds?

As my brother escorts me into the arena-like room where men will compete for my heart, I try not to snicker at the little princelings fancied up like boys in their father's clothing. Many of their robes are cut so that their large arm muscles are be prominent, and they all hold large, intricate weapons. As if my only requirement is brawn. I admire intelligence, and my brother will take that into account for his challenge.

I stand before the crowd, and look at my brother, ignoring everyone else. I can practically hear the men fawning over me. My attendants giggle and whisper among themselves, trying to guess which man I would choose.

My brother quiets the crowd and briefly explains the challenge. As he talks, I nod to myself. It will do.

Each man who takes the challenge must use a fine bow provided to shoot a target above him five time. However, he must look down into a pan of oil and use the reflection to take aim. Oh, yeah, and did he mention, the target rotates?

This will be good.

Man after man comes up. Some stare at the bow a while before backing away. Others, try to handle the bow but end up hurting their soft, unworked hands. Others drop it on their feet and hop away, moaning. After failing, they run like frightened dogs out of the room, and we can hear the sounds of retreating chariots. There is much laughter.

I watch it all with a neutral face, silently glad none of them succeeded. They were too proud.

One man in the crowd soon stands out. Everyone must think he looked the part of a hero, and he knows it. His whole crowd jeers at the different princes while he lounges with a smug look on his chiseled face.

He catches me looking, and winks.

Ugh. Not him.

Finally, it is his turn. I pray harder than I ever have. Anyone but him!

He takes the bow and handles it easily. I know at once he will succeed.

I quickly turn to one of my attendants and hiss, "I will not accept him!"

He startles, as if jolted by lightning. The man places the bow gently back on the pedestal. He turns towards me with a wry smile and bows mockingly. With a final wink, he saunters back to his group.

One of my ladies puts her hand soothingly on my shoulder. It is then I realize I had let my mask slip and am hyperventilating.

There is a lot of murmuring, and I can see one of his men whispering to him.

He shrugs dramatically, "No, I'm done. I didn't want her anyways," he practically yells.

I sniff disdainfully. "Next!"

Suddenly, there is commotion as a man from the Brahmin group stands.  Now, this is interesting.

He is a strange combination of characteristics. I can tell he is a learned man by the way he is confident but not haughty. Yet, he has the appearance of a warrior.

My brother turns to me and whispers, "He's not a warrior, sister. Are you okay with this?"

I nod nervously. "Yes."

He reaches over and holds my hand before addressing the crowd. "My father did not specify what class may compete for my sister's hand. This man may attempt the challenge."

Another ripple of murmurs.

The man stands at the pedestal. He looks at me briefly before bowing respectfully to my brother.

Then, before I can even blink, he strings the bow five times and hits the target on all attempts.

The crowd erupts in shouts, some happy, some furious.

"Give me the garland," I tell the attendant holding the flowers for me.

"But, my lady," she protests.

"Give it!" I demand.

She hands it to me. I quickly walk to the man and am startled to find him a lot taller than I thought him to be. I can't reach to put the garland around his neck, even on my tip toes.

"Allow me to help," he says, softly.

He bows, and I place the garland around his neck.

"What is your name?" I ask.

"I am Arjuna."

Arjuna.... He would do.

Author's Note:
I absolutely loved the character of Draupadi! She has more spunk than Sita and is active in deciding her own fate. I hoped to portray a little of that sassiness and character that a spoiled princess might have while maintaining that she is intelligent and in control.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1978). The Mahabharata.

Week 9: Reading Diary B

Points of interest
  • Dhritarashtra is kind of like Kaikeyi in the Ramayana-- he is happy a first but advisers turn him away towards evil and hate
  • Yudhistira's promise seems like it will come back to bite him.... Like so many broad promises often do in these epics
  • Gambling leads to bitterness and conflict--- not much has changed there
  • The game worsens the condition of the relationship between the two families-- and it's all fate!
  • Draupadi is very smart and brave as she faces the whole assembly to argue her freedom!
  • "Child, aggressiveness is not always good, nor is forgiveness" -- interesting, big departure from other religious texts that emphasize forgiveness always (p. 77)
  • Super deep spiritual convo pgs 77-79

Week 9: Reading Diary A

Points of Interest:
  • King Santanu has a thing for girls he randomly finds...
  • It was noble of Bhishma to give up his place in order to give his father happiness
  • Bhishma stuck to his guns when it came to keeping vows
  • Funny how the mother's behavior affected the way her child turned out--made me think of how mothers who do drugs and drink alcohol can have babies with related conditions
  • Dhritarashtra is blind
  • Pandi is pale
  • Vidura is normal
  • So many guys are blocked from having kids! 
  • "The Mahabharata may be said to be a tale of conflict between the two groups that never ceased except with death" (p. 10) Pandavas vs. sons of Dhritarashtra
  • Well... that escalated quickly. The teasing of childhood soon became trying to write each other off
  • Like Rama, Dhritarashtra cared a bit too much what his people thought
  • Bhima is a super manly man-- caring for his family and sweet in that regard but super tough in facing the demon
  • I like how Draupadi was born "Dark and beautiful" instead of fair, like what is valued in India. Not that being fair/dark matters, but it's great that the beauty standard is irrelevant when discussing Draupadi's beauty
  • Similar to Ramayana: Draupadi's man must be able to string a bow and then shoot five arrows at moving target above by looking at reflection below-- skills!!!!
  • "Draupadi watched the process of elimination with relief" (p. 32)
  • Draupadi wanted a good man-- the behavior of the others repulsed her
  • Good for Karna! She doesn't want you, so you back off. Women are not something to be stolen!!!!
  • So awkward.... how it happened for Draupadi to go from Arjuna's fiance to the fiance of FIVE guys! So.... before there were sister wives.... there were brother husbands?????
  • Well, she could never get bored, switchign husbands every year....

Thursday, October 9, 2014

Week 8: Famous Last Words


(Image information: Captain America: Winter Soldier poster, image from Marvel)
This week has been the calm before the storm. Since I'm trying to make the most out of my last year at OU, I've been participating more in the student organizations I like. I have no idea how those who are more involved balance everything! I have several tests and essays next week, but hopefully it will all go well. I have a lot of studying and writing and reading to do, but it's okay. This is a harder semester, but I enjoy the challenge.

This week's assignments were really helpful for me to prepare myself for the things to come. It was good to go over things and reflect while being able to explore more storybooks. I read a lot of great storybooks and storytelling assignments this week; I read several ones about Sita and her thoughts similar to the diary format I'm using in my storybook project. They were really great, and it inspired me to look at different angles as I write. I also got to look at the Mythology and Folklore class storybooks, which was really fun. I read a lot of stories I had never heard about before; I like that we were able to look at the other class projects.

This week I've been preparing for a dance performance, and it's really fun. I'm not a dancer at all, but I love it. It's also great exercise. I'm not doing much this weekend, since I have so many papers and tests to get ready for. However, I won't miss watching the game! I'm really excited for it. Last week wasn't fun, but they can make a great comeback tomorrow. I’ve started it off well, though. I went back home, and my family and I are having a movie night. We’re watching Captain America: Winter Soldier. I’ve always been behind when it comes to movies, but better late than never, right?

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Week 8: Reading Diary Assessment



I usually write my notes as I read, highlighting things that I find that capture my attention or things I might want to include in the storytelling or storybook projects. For the Ramayana, I focused on Sita because her character is so captivating to me. I used bullet point form because it was easier for me to go back and look up different things. I used page number references also, which I was very glad I did because it made finding things a lot easier. I really recommend using page number references, because it made my reviewing notes later a lot easier for me. I started off writing my notes in an essay-like format, but I found it harder to review later and it also was very time consuming. As time went on, my notes shortened because I focused more and more on the things I wanted to make sure I remembered. I think it might be helpful if I lengthen my notes to include more of my responses to what I read instead of sentence summaries of things I want to remember. I think from now on, I’ll use more of my thoughts about the readings in addition to references to outside things (other stories, modern day parallels, ect.). This might help me expand my writing style and incorporated different point of views into my retellings. Nevertheless, the reading diary has been useful in helping me remember the readings more so than I usually do for my other classes because I write it then look over it again and again in order to do assignments. I’m usually not so great with remembering reading assignments, so I just take notes in class and work from there. Overall, I’m really happy with how my diary notes are going because they help me process the story and reference parts of the books later in order to use it for assignments.

Friday, October 3, 2014

Week 7: Famous Last Words




(Image Information: Bizzell! image from flickr)
This week was crazy busy, but I really did enjoy it! I started it off with a bang working nearly 11 hours straight. I really love my job, so it went by really fast. I get to recruit National Merit students to come to OU, so it’s really fun to help people who were in my shoes when I was a high school student and trying to choose a college and deal with applications. I am so blessed!

Sometimes I really wish that there were several of me so that I could do all of the things I really want to. I feel like there’s so much going on this weekend! There’s two retreats, several birthdays, a going away party, and, of course, I have a mountain of homework to muddle through. I decided to skip the retreats in order to be there for my friends and also be productive in school. Usually, I finish most of my work on the weekends so that I can focus on other things during the week.

Speaking of things during the week, the student ministry I am involved in had our 2nd large group of the year yesterday. It was so great! We are trying new things this year, and God has been working in amazing ways. It’s also great to be able to connect with other student ministries, connect with people of different faiths, and connect with people of different cultures. This year has gone so well, and I feel so very blessed. 

I am excited to start the review week and shake up the regular schedule a little bit. Hopefully I can get everything done this weekend in order to focus on some big tests and papers coming up! This class is a great break from some of my heavy duty study classes, so I’m really glad I chose to take this class.