Showing posts with label Week 9. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Week 9. Show all posts

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Week 9: Famous Last Words


(Image Information The movie that our dance song came from :), pic from wikipedia)

This week was so great! I was worried about balancing things because I had a Microbiology test and was also preparing for a dance performance the student ministry I'm involved in was doing. They both turned out well, I think!

The first half of my week was all studying to catch up from the long weekend. I mostly stayed at home and hung out with my family. We're all really close, so it's always nice to be home.

The dance was so fun! I've never really danced before. I'm probably the least Indian Indian girl there is-- I don't own any Indian clothes, have never seen a Bollywood movie, ect. I think my training in Tae Kwon Do might have helped me, though. The sequential movements wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, and I think that's the reason why I didn't fall on my face and fail :)

I also worked more than usual this week. What I do is give tours to National Merit Semifinalists who visit campus. It's pretty much (in my opinion :)) one of the best jobs on campus. I love meeting new people and telling them about why I love my school! As part of my job, I do paperwork things, call students, give personalized tours, ect. It doesn't feel like a job, which is nice. I really love the people I work with.

Hopefully, I'm on track to finish this class early, not because I want to! I have a big honors research paper due at the end of the semester, and it would be great to focus on that more. I love the storytelling assignments, and I think my favorite ones are when I write in first person. It is really fun to explore motives and inner thoughts. I'm hoping to do that with my storybook as well. Next week I'll be bringing in Rama to give his perspective on the whole banishing Sita fiasco, so that will be interesting. I'm just hoping I do it justice!

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Week 9: Storytelling Draupadi's Swayamwara

(Image information: Draupadi's Swayamwara, image from Wikipedia)
It's time for my swayamwara, according to my father and the rest of the world. Haven't I had enough of unworthy men breathing down my neck already? Now, thousands of men will be in one place at one time, ready to snap me up. I'm glad I have a say; I'm not some simpering princess waiting like a deer to be hunted. I will choose, and I will choose well.

I do respect my father, though. He is king for a reason, even though he's made mistakes along the way. Our kingdom is half of what it used to be, but he told me and my brother that as long as he has us, that's all he needs. He's a great father, and that's all that matters.

Now, I wrap my finest silk sari around myself. I know I look beautiful, whith golden adornments and my makeup just so. Now, I need to find a man who will look past all of that to the intelligent person I am on the inside. My garland is also ready. I will place this necklace of flowers around the winner's neck.

I will meet my future husband today.

I shiver. Who knows what today holds?

As my brother escorts me into the arena-like room where men will compete for my heart, I try not to snicker at the little princelings fancied up like boys in their father's clothing. Many of their robes are cut so that their large arm muscles are be prominent, and they all hold large, intricate weapons. As if my only requirement is brawn. I admire intelligence, and my brother will take that into account for his challenge.

I stand before the crowd, and look at my brother, ignoring everyone else. I can practically hear the men fawning over me. My attendants giggle and whisper among themselves, trying to guess which man I would choose.

My brother quiets the crowd and briefly explains the challenge. As he talks, I nod to myself. It will do.

Each man who takes the challenge must use a fine bow provided to shoot a target above him five time. However, he must look down into a pan of oil and use the reflection to take aim. Oh, yeah, and did he mention, the target rotates?

This will be good.

Man after man comes up. Some stare at the bow a while before backing away. Others, try to handle the bow but end up hurting their soft, unworked hands. Others drop it on their feet and hop away, moaning. After failing, they run like frightened dogs out of the room, and we can hear the sounds of retreating chariots. There is much laughter.

I watch it all with a neutral face, silently glad none of them succeeded. They were too proud.

One man in the crowd soon stands out. Everyone must think he looked the part of a hero, and he knows it. His whole crowd jeers at the different princes while he lounges with a smug look on his chiseled face.

He catches me looking, and winks.

Ugh. Not him.

Finally, it is his turn. I pray harder than I ever have. Anyone but him!

He takes the bow and handles it easily. I know at once he will succeed.

I quickly turn to one of my attendants and hiss, "I will not accept him!"

He startles, as if jolted by lightning. The man places the bow gently back on the pedestal. He turns towards me with a wry smile and bows mockingly. With a final wink, he saunters back to his group.

One of my ladies puts her hand soothingly on my shoulder. It is then I realize I had let my mask slip and am hyperventilating.

There is a lot of murmuring, and I can see one of his men whispering to him.

He shrugs dramatically, "No, I'm done. I didn't want her anyways," he practically yells.

I sniff disdainfully. "Next!"

Suddenly, there is commotion as a man from the Brahmin group stands.  Now, this is interesting.

He is a strange combination of characteristics. I can tell he is a learned man by the way he is confident but not haughty. Yet, he has the appearance of a warrior.

My brother turns to me and whispers, "He's not a warrior, sister. Are you okay with this?"

I nod nervously. "Yes."

He reaches over and holds my hand before addressing the crowd. "My father did not specify what class may compete for my sister's hand. This man may attempt the challenge."

Another ripple of murmurs.

The man stands at the pedestal. He looks at me briefly before bowing respectfully to my brother.

Then, before I can even blink, he strings the bow five times and hits the target on all attempts.

The crowd erupts in shouts, some happy, some furious.

"Give me the garland," I tell the attendant holding the flowers for me.

"But, my lady," she protests.

"Give it!" I demand.

She hands it to me. I quickly walk to the man and am startled to find him a lot taller than I thought him to be. I can't reach to put the garland around his neck, even on my tip toes.

"Allow me to help," he says, softly.

He bows, and I place the garland around his neck.

"What is your name?" I ask.

"I am Arjuna."

Arjuna.... He would do.

Author's Note:
I absolutely loved the character of Draupadi! She has more spunk than Sita and is active in deciding her own fate. I hoped to portray a little of that sassiness and character that a spoiled princess might have while maintaining that she is intelligent and in control.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1978). The Mahabharata.

Week 9: Reading Diary B

Points of interest
  • Dhritarashtra is kind of like Kaikeyi in the Ramayana-- he is happy a first but advisers turn him away towards evil and hate
  • Yudhistira's promise seems like it will come back to bite him.... Like so many broad promises often do in these epics
  • Gambling leads to bitterness and conflict--- not much has changed there
  • The game worsens the condition of the relationship between the two families-- and it's all fate!
  • Draupadi is very smart and brave as she faces the whole assembly to argue her freedom!
  • "Child, aggressiveness is not always good, nor is forgiveness" -- interesting, big departure from other religious texts that emphasize forgiveness always (p. 77)
  • Super deep spiritual convo pgs 77-79

Week 9: Reading Diary A

Points of Interest:
  • King Santanu has a thing for girls he randomly finds...
  • It was noble of Bhishma to give up his place in order to give his father happiness
  • Bhishma stuck to his guns when it came to keeping vows
  • Funny how the mother's behavior affected the way her child turned out--made me think of how mothers who do drugs and drink alcohol can have babies with related conditions
  • Dhritarashtra is blind
  • Pandi is pale
  • Vidura is normal
  • So many guys are blocked from having kids! 
  • "The Mahabharata may be said to be a tale of conflict between the two groups that never ceased except with death" (p. 10) Pandavas vs. sons of Dhritarashtra
  • Well... that escalated quickly. The teasing of childhood soon became trying to write each other off
  • Like Rama, Dhritarashtra cared a bit too much what his people thought
  • Bhima is a super manly man-- caring for his family and sweet in that regard but super tough in facing the demon
  • I like how Draupadi was born "Dark and beautiful" instead of fair, like what is valued in India. Not that being fair/dark matters, but it's great that the beauty standard is irrelevant when discussing Draupadi's beauty
  • Similar to Ramayana: Draupadi's man must be able to string a bow and then shoot five arrows at moving target above by looking at reflection below-- skills!!!!
  • "Draupadi watched the process of elimination with relief" (p. 32)
  • Draupadi wanted a good man-- the behavior of the others repulsed her
  • Good for Karna! She doesn't want you, so you back off. Women are not something to be stolen!!!!
  • So awkward.... how it happened for Draupadi to go from Arjuna's fiance to the fiance of FIVE guys! So.... before there were sister wives.... there were brother husbands?????
  • Well, she could never get bored, switchign husbands every year....