Friday, October 24, 2014

Week 10: Famous Last Words




(Image information: Screenshot of my storybook project "Janaki's Journal", from my storybook website)
I can't believe that this is my last blog post! I really liked how I could self-pace the class with a lot of extra credit in order to finish early. I really need to focus on my research project, so this is a huge blessing. I have enjoyed this class so much... So much so, that I'm taking Mythology and Folklore next semester. I am excited to be able to read diverse stories and further improve my writing and thinking skills. This class has been a lot of work, but overall, I am extremely glad I decided to do it. It's truly been fun.

This week I focused on my storybook. Right now, I’m in the process of ending my storybook project with the sons of Rama and Sita going through Sita’s journals and giving their responses. This last entry is the hardest yet, because there’s elements I want to tie together but need to figure out how to do so. One thing I’m happy about though, was that I decided to give the twins distinct personalities. Lava is the cool teenager who tries to be tough but has a heart of gold. Kusa is the cool, levelheaded twin who fiercely loves his family and is willing to give his father a chance. It’s been fun.

The rest of the semester includes many exams and papers, so I will have to stay disciplined because now, I won’t have an excuse to write for school. Writing is a great outlet for emotions and also to work through readings and concepts, so it will be different to not have my “fun class” to go to. Hopefully I’ll end my other classes well and be able to get ready to finish off my college career! Thanks to all of my classmates who have read and commented on my stories—I’ve really appreciated your input and suggestions to make my writing better. Thanks also to Laura! This class was so great—I not only learned but I had fun doing it. I could absolutely tell how much work you must have done in order to make the class smooth, easy to understand, educational, and enjoyable.

Saturday, October 18, 2014

Week 10: Storytelling The Brothers Decide Their Disguises

(Image Information: Draupadi and the Pandavas, image from wikipedia)
The brothers smiled at each other with excitement, and they began to plan who they would be for the final year until they would be done with their exile. For the first time in their lives, they didn't have to be the Pandavas, the legendary sons of Pandu. They could do whatever they wanted to do and be whoever they wanted to be in Matsya!

Yudhistira decided quickly. "Guys, I know exactly what to do. I'll just amuse the king of Matsya by helping him play dice!"

"No!" yelled the other four brothers in unison. "Dice is what got us into this mess."

Yudhistira's mustache twitched. His eyes glowed with the madness it always did when he thought of the gambling tables.

"Don't worry, brothers. I won't play for stakes-- just for honor and epicness."

His face became dreamy as he imagined the feel of the dice in his hand and the thrill of rolling perfect numbers. 

The brothers all nodded slowly, and Draupadi, their wife, looked especially relieved.

Yudhistira turned to their burly brother Bhima. "What about you, Bhimmy?"

Bhima narrowed his eyes at Yudhistira. "Don't call me that. I think I will be a chef and amuse the taste buds of the king and the people of the court. They will not have tasted good food until they have had my dishes."

Draupadi giggled. "That's so precious, my love."

Bhima shrugged. "I'll also wrestle elephants and bulls that need taming and win wrestling championships. You know, the usual. What do you want to do, Arjuna?"

Arjuna ran his fingers through his hair, clearly showing the scars on his arms from years of excellent bowmanship.

"Well, first things first, I need to cover up my scars."

Draupadi smiled. "Bangles, dear! That will work splendidly."

Arjuna nodded. "Good idea. I'll just pretend to be a eunuch and take care of the ladies."

Draupadi blinked. "Well, I didn't think of taking it that far, but okay, as long as none of them turn your head."

Arjuna smiled at her. "Never, dearest."

They stared dreamily at each other while awkward silence reigned.

"Welllll I'm going to be a stableman," Nakula said. "There is nothing I would like more than to tame the gentle beasts. Horses are majestic, and I will do great things for the kingdom's steeds. What will you be, Sahadeva?"

Shadeva furrowed his brow thoughtfully. He was the quiet brother in the group, so the others made sure to quiet down so that he could speak. "I will be a cowherd. They are peaceful animals, and I know all of the tricks to help them stay calm and produce the most milk. I could spend my whole life with them."

"We're only staying a year, right?" asked Draupadi, worriedly.

"Only a year," Yudhistira assured her. "You, my dear, are so delicate. What will you be able to do if not be the princess in the midst of her kingdom?"

Draupadi smiled. "I hardly look the part of princess now, after wandering these twelve years. I will be a maid and help the queen look her best."

The group was happier than they had ever been in their years of exile. They were going to do what they loved, even for a little while.

Author's Note:
I absolutely loved this story and reading about how following their passions lead to the utter happiness of the Pandavas. That speaks a lot to how students should pursue a career-- by doing something that is meaningful to them that they want to their best in. Even if it seems a little silly, such as spending time with cows when you're really a prince, for example. It was a fun glimpse into the different personalities of the brothers and Draupadi, and I really enjoyed delving into their different personalities. I added more of Draupadi to the story since she's my favorite character in the Mahabharata.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1978). The Mahabharata.

Week 9: Famous Last Words


(Image Information The movie that our dance song came from :), pic from wikipedia)

This week was so great! I was worried about balancing things because I had a Microbiology test and was also preparing for a dance performance the student ministry I'm involved in was doing. They both turned out well, I think!

The first half of my week was all studying to catch up from the long weekend. I mostly stayed at home and hung out with my family. We're all really close, so it's always nice to be home.

The dance was so fun! I've never really danced before. I'm probably the least Indian Indian girl there is-- I don't own any Indian clothes, have never seen a Bollywood movie, ect. I think my training in Tae Kwon Do might have helped me, though. The sequential movements wasn't as hard as I thought it would be, and I think that's the reason why I didn't fall on my face and fail :)

I also worked more than usual this week. What I do is give tours to National Merit Semifinalists who visit campus. It's pretty much (in my opinion :)) one of the best jobs on campus. I love meeting new people and telling them about why I love my school! As part of my job, I do paperwork things, call students, give personalized tours, ect. It doesn't feel like a job, which is nice. I really love the people I work with.

Hopefully, I'm on track to finish this class early, not because I want to! I have a big honors research paper due at the end of the semester, and it would be great to focus on that more. I love the storytelling assignments, and I think my favorite ones are when I write in first person. It is really fun to explore motives and inner thoughts. I'm hoping to do that with my storybook as well. Next week I'll be bringing in Rama to give his perspective on the whole banishing Sita fiasco, so that will be interesting. I'm just hoping I do it justice!

Week 10: Reading Diary B

Points of Interest
  • Enemies yet family, want peace yet conflict only resolved by war
  • Krishna is a strong character that moves the story yet doesn't really take the lead-- he has some parts by himself, but he's representing the Pandavas
  • spurned advice is a theme with Indian epics... Duryodhana rejected Gandhari's advice... his own queen! (p. 140)
  • Duty is important, and krishna emphasizes that with Arjuna-- it's strange to read about Krishna's ability to detatch when it comes to the greater good and be a god while being a human. If that happened to me, I'd also dry my tears quickly and get to work.
  • "These men who stand before you are already slain through their own karma" (p. 148)
  • They took a break at the end of the day and relaxed "with song and dance" (p. 149)
  • Krishna calls out Karna! "Honour! How late you are in remembering this word!" (p. 163)
  • Bhima-- the guy who gets things done (p. 165)
  • War aftermath is never all glory, as evidenced after the war won by the Pandavas

Week 10: Reading Diary A

Points of Interest:
  • Duryodhana learned that pride comes before a fall. There's so much humor and irony in this epic!!!
  • Yudhistra took the high road in sending his brothers to save their enemies (p. 87)
  • "Who is that friend you could count as God given? "A wife." (p. 91) awwwwwwww!
  • Brotherly freakout about dice (p. 93) Yudhistira is a gambling addict, no doubt
  • I really like Bhima's character-- he is a super manly man who loves to cook.
  • Kichaka-- death by hug (p. 97)
  • The Pandavas are always portrayed as the ultimate heroes-- they have so many great qualities
  • Civil deciding of who gets custody of Krishna and his army (p 118)

Saturday, October 11, 2014

Week 9: Storytelling Draupadi's Swayamwara

(Image information: Draupadi's Swayamwara, image from Wikipedia)
It's time for my swayamwara, according to my father and the rest of the world. Haven't I had enough of unworthy men breathing down my neck already? Now, thousands of men will be in one place at one time, ready to snap me up. I'm glad I have a say; I'm not some simpering princess waiting like a deer to be hunted. I will choose, and I will choose well.

I do respect my father, though. He is king for a reason, even though he's made mistakes along the way. Our kingdom is half of what it used to be, but he told me and my brother that as long as he has us, that's all he needs. He's a great father, and that's all that matters.

Now, I wrap my finest silk sari around myself. I know I look beautiful, whith golden adornments and my makeup just so. Now, I need to find a man who will look past all of that to the intelligent person I am on the inside. My garland is also ready. I will place this necklace of flowers around the winner's neck.

I will meet my future husband today.

I shiver. Who knows what today holds?

As my brother escorts me into the arena-like room where men will compete for my heart, I try not to snicker at the little princelings fancied up like boys in their father's clothing. Many of their robes are cut so that their large arm muscles are be prominent, and they all hold large, intricate weapons. As if my only requirement is brawn. I admire intelligence, and my brother will take that into account for his challenge.

I stand before the crowd, and look at my brother, ignoring everyone else. I can practically hear the men fawning over me. My attendants giggle and whisper among themselves, trying to guess which man I would choose.

My brother quiets the crowd and briefly explains the challenge. As he talks, I nod to myself. It will do.

Each man who takes the challenge must use a fine bow provided to shoot a target above him five time. However, he must look down into a pan of oil and use the reflection to take aim. Oh, yeah, and did he mention, the target rotates?

This will be good.

Man after man comes up. Some stare at the bow a while before backing away. Others, try to handle the bow but end up hurting their soft, unworked hands. Others drop it on their feet and hop away, moaning. After failing, they run like frightened dogs out of the room, and we can hear the sounds of retreating chariots. There is much laughter.

I watch it all with a neutral face, silently glad none of them succeeded. They were too proud.

One man in the crowd soon stands out. Everyone must think he looked the part of a hero, and he knows it. His whole crowd jeers at the different princes while he lounges with a smug look on his chiseled face.

He catches me looking, and winks.

Ugh. Not him.

Finally, it is his turn. I pray harder than I ever have. Anyone but him!

He takes the bow and handles it easily. I know at once he will succeed.

I quickly turn to one of my attendants and hiss, "I will not accept him!"

He startles, as if jolted by lightning. The man places the bow gently back on the pedestal. He turns towards me with a wry smile and bows mockingly. With a final wink, he saunters back to his group.

One of my ladies puts her hand soothingly on my shoulder. It is then I realize I had let my mask slip and am hyperventilating.

There is a lot of murmuring, and I can see one of his men whispering to him.

He shrugs dramatically, "No, I'm done. I didn't want her anyways," he practically yells.

I sniff disdainfully. "Next!"

Suddenly, there is commotion as a man from the Brahmin group stands.  Now, this is interesting.

He is a strange combination of characteristics. I can tell he is a learned man by the way he is confident but not haughty. Yet, he has the appearance of a warrior.

My brother turns to me and whispers, "He's not a warrior, sister. Are you okay with this?"

I nod nervously. "Yes."

He reaches over and holds my hand before addressing the crowd. "My father did not specify what class may compete for my sister's hand. This man may attempt the challenge."

Another ripple of murmurs.

The man stands at the pedestal. He looks at me briefly before bowing respectfully to my brother.

Then, before I can even blink, he strings the bow five times and hits the target on all attempts.

The crowd erupts in shouts, some happy, some furious.

"Give me the garland," I tell the attendant holding the flowers for me.

"But, my lady," she protests.

"Give it!" I demand.

She hands it to me. I quickly walk to the man and am startled to find him a lot taller than I thought him to be. I can't reach to put the garland around his neck, even on my tip toes.

"Allow me to help," he says, softly.

He bows, and I place the garland around his neck.

"What is your name?" I ask.

"I am Arjuna."

Arjuna.... He would do.

Author's Note:
I absolutely loved the character of Draupadi! She has more spunk than Sita and is active in deciding her own fate. I hoped to portray a little of that sassiness and character that a spoiled princess might have while maintaining that she is intelligent and in control.

Bibliography:
Narayan, R. K. (1978). The Mahabharata.

Week 9: Reading Diary B

Points of interest
  • Dhritarashtra is kind of like Kaikeyi in the Ramayana-- he is happy a first but advisers turn him away towards evil and hate
  • Yudhistira's promise seems like it will come back to bite him.... Like so many broad promises often do in these epics
  • Gambling leads to bitterness and conflict--- not much has changed there
  • The game worsens the condition of the relationship between the two families-- and it's all fate!
  • Draupadi is very smart and brave as she faces the whole assembly to argue her freedom!
  • "Child, aggressiveness is not always good, nor is forgiveness" -- interesting, big departure from other religious texts that emphasize forgiveness always (p. 77)
  • Super deep spiritual convo pgs 77-79